i have to get this down before i forget

after doing biology i came up with a few names for my future kids (they are so lucky to get names like that!!)


  • Ileum (another name for small intestine) Lilium sounds just as nice
  • Phloem (plant cell thingy that takes some stuff up and down the plant)
  • Xylem (plant cell thingy, this would only be used if i get twins, phloem and xylem)


  • Lumen (the whole that walls of something make….. ask weifong…) is a funny name……loo-man
  • Squamous (lines surfaces of some stuff…… ask weifong….)

dont really like the boys’ names. dont want a boy anyawy….you can’t (thanks elaine!) dress them up in pink……

lets hope my kids aren’t going to get bullied at school……

should i update should i not?

ok.just a quick one

only went college for about 3 hours, double art got canceled so i left college at lunch time! oooo the freedom!

i then went shoppping AGAIN  thats the reason they made free time right?

got myself a jacket and spent half the day decorating it. oh so fun!

found out today that kemal from big brother used to go to my college, he took psychology and theatre study


now i’ve got to do my psycho hwk that was given to us today and its in for tomorrow…

i have 2 science tests tomorrow. both end of topics. biology and chemistry.

i am all ready for them.

all i need to do now, is revise!  easier said then done~

today was an ordinary day. very ordinary indeed.

yesterday. after church hahahahahahhahaha went to italian resturant with fudgie. we were rather normal i should say during the meal. untill we got to my new house…… we walked about her car for about 50 times before we were told to stop and go home.

 our super cheesy hk pose…..

 a very well positioned pic of us…..

yeah thats enough….. should do some revision………………….

should i?

in a min…..



is very late now, but i have to put this down. i have to write it down.

i knew i could tell you. i was so scared to…but i did it and i am just so glad that i did!! theres nothing better then you saying ‘me too’. i didnt feel alone anymore, i was still confused, yes, but i know i wasnt alone. the problem just halved, it really did. i dont feel restricted by it anymore. yeah, maybe we are still confused, but who else better to be confused about things like that then being confused with you!

we’ll get through this, we’ve been there before….. it was similar but not the same. last time was different, last time we faced the problem alone, but this time we can do it together. last time i got something valuable out of it and i am ever so thankful.

i dont think is our fault. neither is it his fault…… its not a problem. is an event that we have to deal with. the process might be painful or it could be happy, i dont know. we wont know….. but we’ll get the answer in the end. at least you have the answer now. i still cant admit it to myself. maybe one day, one day i’ll know. maybe i will look back and say how silly it was, maybe i will look back and say it’s all worth it. who knows?

i do wanna thank you a lot. i feel so free now. i feel that i would be able to give myself an answer….maybe sometime soon, or not. it doesnt matter, but i know i will get there.

thank you xxx

i am a GEEK…..


coz i wore a GEEKY pink backpack today to college… and not to mention my matching pink outfit…

i am offically going to SCIENCE CAMP in december…….

today after college, instead of going out with friends for shopping i went with a friend to see a japanese tutor in wembley to seek further education on A level japanese…. just to add up to the four others i am doing……………

and yet…..being a geek, i still dont understand my chemistry homework and i still get crap grades in all my tests…..

 how depressing…..

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn’t stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can’t get near you now
Oh, can’t you see it baby
You’ve got me goin’ crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I’m with you
I’ll take the chance

Oh can’t you see it baby
You’ve got me goin’ crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you

i felt it was time for another pointless update of my little life.

Wednesdays are GOOD, go in for chemistry and ICT <<loving ICT, we have this chinese teacher whos so chinesey and sweet and very cute coz shes so clueless about everything. she so cute that she clapped when i showed her my finished work. bless her!!!

then after ict is lunch then recreational activity. had a meeting about the musical and i’m part of the costume team. we are going shopping next week

after college, i went shopping in topshop and got myself so very nice tops. oh, how shopping makes me so happy sometimes.

and now. i have so much love inside of me. again!

God is so good, so veryvery good.

sooo much love inside of me i think i am gonna bursttttt

i have got nothing much to say…. told you it was gonna be a pointless blog. i should really do some work. i keep getting bad results for my tests  

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

if i knew how to dance, i would be dancing right now because i found out that Stanley Milgram is still alive!!!! i mean… i really thought he was dead. hes a funny dude, i mean, what kind of weirdos would come up with experiment that involves pretending to shock people with electricity  bless him

loads of people asked me ‘how was your weekend’ today. and i told them i was ill and i went tracting on sunday to china town. boy was that fun!!

quoted from elaine’s blog:

“dave as our leader which was slightly distracting cos he was shouting ‘get your jesus juice’ in a market tone which made me cringe. It was certainly a real experience to be out there on the streets and letting people know that you’re a christian.”

i didnt get to speak to that many people, a mother with loads of kids…. 2 mandarin dudes (they were a bit weird…..but anywho) and a bunch of girls, who had been approached by someone else already (saw a scrunched up tract in her hand…..) it didnt go fantastically well but i sure learnt a lot and hopefully shall be going again

then et, aymi, louisa wilson and i went back to wilsons and we missed out on the mango pudding….  at wilsons we ate and played pool and joe got beaten by me, lil han and louisa. HAHA

today, college was very much fun, beside that fact that i was totally dead. had 1hr30mins free so went to coffee republic to have a cup of very expensive tea with a few friends.

[and btw wei-fong, i met this girl today called India and she claims to know you from your orchestra, small world or what!]


Mr. MP3 IS ALIVE!!!!!! dad fixed him!!!! so there will be no funeral, maybe next time~ resurrection of Mr MP3 wooohooo

this blog is written in the memory of my beloved mp3 player…


 Mr. MP3 Player

July 2005- 16th September 2005

it sadly past away this morning when i was trying to increase the volume coz someone else on the bus was listening to crappy music REALLY loudly and i couldnt hear mine… but the increase button got stuck and now it will only play music at MAX volume….  the only way to get the button unstuck is to open it up…but i have no idea how to do that…

i hope you will all pay your respect to him…. poor thing..he was only a baby…

moving on…………………. i am loving college…just because i am  learning about prokaryotes and eukaryotic cells are just alot of fun. eletronics configuation is like one big game to me. Milgram rocks my world and drawing dead woods is the new way to live. no jokes i acturally am loving it!!

i have nothing much to say beside the fact that i am freezing….and i have a terrible sore throat, and i feel a bit ill…..flu or cold…..

[can everyone who read this blog comment. i wanna see who actually reads my blogs…. thanks!]

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had such a bad day yesterday , it was unbelieveable! (<<spell?! ) well i guess i was the one who made it a bad day. it wasnt anything serious, thank you for the concern of those who asked. i guess without bad-days, you would never know how good good-days are!

but thats gone so i’ll put it in the past and move on and SMILE!!


what happened today…what i want to say today…look at wei-fong’s blog’s comment….is pretty much all there! i am only bloging coz weifong promised me a comment

mean while. i shall leave you with a few pictures:

us saying hello in a very pretty bathroom

self timed picture of 3 very prettyful girls


happy orange faces

weird angle

ok, goodbye for now.

if you are wondering why i have so much time to blog pictures and stuff, i have a late start to college tomorrow.