i will feel better if i tell you
but then…. whatever i am told afterward…
will make me much worse….

stupid…NOTHING WORKS!!
i just cant win!!

CRY
they dont even do crying faces~~

TODAY I DISSECTED

A HEART

sorry to disappoint. but i dont have a picture to show….

my heart had a bit of lung stuck
on to it and therefore making my heart the yuckiest heart of the class!
oh yeah~ i cut the left hand side successfully but the right hand
side….i sorta sliced it too much and it got cut into 3 bits…

all dangling and blood everywhere. smell was….unbelievable.

reminded me of the time me and the girlies watch that anatomy program while eating chicken!! YUM

TODAY I CRAVED

yogurt…

so i got myself a 70p fruit corner….

my cravings are geting worse and more expensive

this is the closest thing i could get of yogurt…. imagine that was me…with a fruit corner….(sorry weifong….)

TODAY I LEARNT

HOW TO FOLD T-SHIRTS PERFECTLY

i dont norally show off..but this time…after watching the video on ewic’s xanga…i feel that i’ve really got to show off

i just cant help feel proud that i can now fold t-shirts perfectly!!!!!

i think this is just going to be a pictury blog? yeah… and no more moaning about life =D for now anyway…

SUNDAY

fug’s da been low AGAIN/nice food. lovly chitchat. i love her cat!

TODAY

today i craved…….

they are so nice.. they really are!!

not that you care or anything…

had a really good day. when shopping then friend’s party…
only to come home and find this…

The 18ft (5m) northern bottle-nosed whale was first
spotted in the river on Friday and rescuers began an attempt to save it
on Saturday morning.

But the whale died at about 1900 GMT on Saturday as
rescuers transported it on a barge towards deeper water in the Thames
Estuary.

It was moved after being placed in a special pontoon near Battersea Bridge.

POOR WHALE…

that was the cutest whale i have ever seen……just too cute….poor thing…

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elaine’s lemonade game that i am addicted to…….  i am really
good at selling lemonade! should consider it as a future career…yep!!

if you dont hear from me for the next couple of days. i am most probably dead from chocolate poisoning….

this only shows 1/10000 of what i have eaten….
so far

karen: “MAn chocalate,shopping…sounds like something a gal would do wen a guy dumps her…“

i am like this without being dumped…. what am i gonig to do when i am dumped?!!

 

it’s not just a bad day… it’s been a bad week, bad last week….



lately i have been eating more
chocolate then ever. feeling the need to go shopping more often then
ever. spending more money then ever. i wouldn’t say i am depressed…but
i am getting there



today was one of those days when nearly all the worse things that can happen come together and squash me…



is not all that bad…. the
kids. they are great. for that hour and a bit i spent with them i
forgot about everything that was bad. kids….when you feel like no one
cares about you, no one wants to know you, a cuddle and a smile from
them changes everything. they give you all the attention you’ve have
always wanted when no one else seems to pay you any attention.

there is this really cute girl
with a chinesey name but insisted that she was japanese…. just so
cute…! with her little pigtails and hair clips. smiling at me, 
holding my hand and giving me little cuddles….. so awwww

 

found a picture of my room…..

its a bit messed up…..

just like me…...

sorry i am not very interesting…i’ll try harder next time…

the eyelashes that no longer curl…

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WOW THIS NEW WEBLOG ENTRY THINS IS VERY COOL!!! thanks for informing us weifong! i have a bout 225 words!

……. do you hate me THAT much?

Didnt even know it was Friday the 13th today…. dont believe in any
superstitious crap but i have been having the worse of days~

3 tests- bio+ chem+ psyh. got 4/12 for psychology~~~~

got a beautiful C on my last chem test~~

bag was really heavy….. walked all the way to the tube station hoping to get an oyster card~ it was close…

not that it had anything to do with friday 13th… coz this happens like….everyday anyway

i am failing at college. if i was to count up all my Cs Ds and Es it
would take me a year. STUPID art cwk unit i did last time. worked my
socks off and got a blooming C only JUST got a C aswell….

oh am i forgetting to mention that i cant get to sleep at night and i have been having BAD dreams WOOHOOOOOOO………….~~~~~~

ARRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OH AND I MISSED THE BUS AFTER GOING TO THE TUBE STATION SO I HAD TO RUN


IN THE FREEZING COLD!!!!

GO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

no pics today. i am NOT IN THE MOOD NOR DO I GIVE A CRAP!!!!

pardon me….

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EDIT:
i reckon it was the black of my xanga that put me
in a depressy mood…so i changed it to something bright…now i feel
much better………yeah i’m sad…i know

**elaine was first to comment this time! broke fudgie’s chain! ** this is soooo NOT sad…

ALSO….Elaine gets the award for the most repetitive comments!! WELL DONE!

Star creator

Wind breather

The strokes of Your beauty

Brushed through the clouds

Light from the heavens

Touching the ground

You made it all

Said, “let there be”

And there was

All that we see

The sound of Your voice

The works of Your hands

You do all things well

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FANTASTIC AND SHORT

the
day began when i woke up at 9:30am, didnt have any lessons untill
12:15. left college at 1:00 and when to st andrews to help out the
reception kids. they are ADORABLE! i helped some of them do some
sounding of letters. looking forward to next week.
now we are having hot pot coz its dad’s birthday

MISSED OUT?

this is what you have missed out on if you did not wake up early on saturday:

yep….REALLY pretty snow and why was i out that early in the morning??! dont ask…

and this is what you have missed out on if you werent there at 8:30am at church…

dont worry…you didnt really missed out on that much…. they are for my art again…. sorry!

and this is what you have missed out on if you didnt stay at church till 6:00pm on sunday~

(please note that i DID NOT do the editing… as in the…very….NICE effect….)

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i have too much time on my hand…… and i didnt fail my psychology mock! that why i blogged….purely because of joy

But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

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THE 1st TO COMMENT AWARD GOES TO…………………

FUDGIE CHAU

for her
consistence achievement of commenting first in every blog. she is to be
admired for her loyalty to friends and for demonstrating such caring act upon me.

*and let us just forget the fact that no one else on earth cares enough
to comment anyway…..  but shhssss! dont tell her that….. it might make her feel less special*

 *CLAP FOR HER*