i will feel better if i tell you
but then…. whatever i am told afterward…
will make me much worse….
stupid…NOTHING WORKS!!
i just cant win!!

they dont even do crying faces~~
i will feel better if i tell you
but then…. whatever i am told afterward…
will make me much worse….
stupid…NOTHING WORKS!!
i just cant win!!
sorry to disappoint. but i dont have a picture to show….
my heart had a bit of lung stuck
on to it and therefore making my heart the yuckiest heart of the class!
oh yeah~ i cut the left hand side successfully but the right hand
side….i sorta sliced it too much and it got cut into 3 bits…
reminded me of the time me and the girlies watch that anatomy program while eating chicken!! YUM
yogurt…
so i got myself a 70p fruit corner….
my cravings are geting worse and more expensive
TODAY I LEARNT
The 18ft (5m) northern bottle-nosed whale was first
spotted in the river on Friday and rescuers began an attempt to save it
on Saturday morning.
But the whale died at about 1900 GMT on Saturday as
rescuers transported it on a barge towards deeper water in the Thames
Estuary.
this only shows 1/10000 of what i have eaten….
so far
it’s not just a bad day… it’s been a bad week, bad last week….
lately i have been eating more
chocolate then ever. feeling the need to go shopping more often then
ever. spending more money then ever. i wouldn’t say i am depressed…but
i am getting there
today was one of those days when nearly all the worse things that can happen come together and squash me…
is not all that bad…. the
kids. they are great. for that hour and a bit i spent with them i
forgot about everything that was bad. kids….when you feel like no one
cares about you, no one wants to know you, a cuddle and a smile from
them changes everything. they give you all the attention you’ve have
always wanted when no one else seems to pay you any attention.
there is this really cute girl
with a chinesey name but insisted that she was japanese…. just so
cute…! with her little pigtails and hair clips. smiling at me,
holding my hand and giving me little cuddles….. so awwww
sorry i am not very interesting…i’ll try harder next time…
the eyelashes that no longer curl…
WOW THIS NEW WEBLOG ENTRY THINS IS VERY COOL!!! thanks for informing us weifong! i have a bout 225 words!
……. do you hate me THAT much?
Didnt even know it was Friday the 13th today…. dont believe in any
superstitious crap but i have been having the worse of days~
3 tests- bio+ chem+ psyh. got 4/12 for psychology~~~~
got a beautiful C on my last chem test~~
bag was really heavy….. walked all the way to the tube station hoping to get an oyster card~ it was close…
not that it had anything to do with friday 13th… coz this happens like….everyday anyway
i am failing at college. if i was to count up all my Cs Ds and Es it
would take me a year. STUPID art cwk unit i did last time. worked my
socks off and got a blooming C only JUST got a C aswell….
oh am i forgetting to mention that i cant get to sleep at night and i have been having BAD dreams WOOHOOOOOOO………….~~~~~~
OH AND I MISSED THE BUS AFTER GOING TO THE TUBE STATION SO I HAD TO RUN
IN THE FREEZING COLD!!!!
GO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
no pics today. i am NOT IN THE MOOD NOR DO I GIVE A CRAP!!!!
pardon me….
Wind breather
The strokes of Your beauty
Brushed through the clouds
Light from the heavens
Touching the ground
You made it all
Said, “let there be”
And there was
All that we see
The sound of Your voice
The works of Your hands
You do all things well
and this is what you have missed out on if you werent there at 8:30am at church…
dont worry…you didnt really missed out on that much…. they are for my art again…. sorry!
and this is what you have missed out on if you didnt stay at church till 6:00pm on sunday~
(please note that i DID NOT do the editing… as in the…very….NICE effect….)
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
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*and let us just forget the fact that no one else on earth cares enough
to comment anyway….. but shhssss! dont tell her that….. it might make her feel less special*