** WOOOOPY! new layout =] **



RIGHT. you want photos? 

YOU GET PHOTOS…

i share with you my SUNDAY…. enjoy…
not much had been uploaded coz it takes too long…
live with it…

it was a fab day though!! smoky…but FUN~ thanks everyone.
really cheered me up seeing everyone at tpf.
shout out to karen and weifong…
for the park+tube moments and madness of trying to catch the world cup!!


here we go…. 
 





*ignore the random ones of…nothing…. =P



tell me if the link doesnt work…..

somethings wrong with my phone…

i either get texts a day late or they just dont come…


makes me feel oh-so-popular….

i took another trip to london =) and ate the same food today! it was
what i needed. to get some unwanted stuff off my mind. it worked!! some
medicine lectures did me some good. feel better about personal
statements and all. and lunch and starbucks moments with a lovely
friend under the statue of leicesters square, bathing in the
sunlight… is therapeutic! not to mention having good laughs at museums



it doesnt matter anymore. theres nothing i can do….so i might aswell
look at it with a smile! the sunshine reminded me of God’s love and
warmth. his love that never fails to satisfy!!


whats more….sunbathing in the garden with my new mp3. scratching my
sunglasses. reading a book (haven’t done so in YEARS) brought back what
life sucked out of me recently!


i canam proudly say i dont care about it anymore…(for now anyway)  and i am not going to
let silly things get me down like that. i shall face it with a smile


+  BRING IT ON +

a cheerful photo for YOU

bin the craps! bit them all =)
lets move on….YEP

ps. i have taken up raeding again! i took books out of my library and
    i even had to use my friends card coz i want to read so many! hehehehe

8gb is here!!! wooohoooo

YOU RETARD….. i want to smash your head against some rough brick wall…. i wanna kick you so hard!!!

i like to wish you dead….but i wont…. coz thats mean…

i’ll try not to let my anger show but…is pretty hard i tell you

you dont know this but i am very close to hating you….. VERY VERY

you waste my time….. thats it…nothing else!

you are a waste of space………(sorry….but……YOU ARE)

and…… if you speak to me…. i wouldnt show my anger but know this…

in my head i’ll be crushing you mentally….

i see you and i wanna smash you into piece….!!!!

is not your fault you are like that……. but i just really want to hurt you psychically right now

so you better not show your face EVER…..

i want to say GO DIE…. but i wont….

oh wait i just did~~~~~

like you care…

LIKE I CARE, YOU *fill in your own word*

HAVE A PLUMMING GOOD LIFE…..TOGETHER!!!!

this is the only way i can understand the way i feel….. something close to hate
that is IT…theres nothing left to do…not even to cry
i will not give you even one drop of tear

THERE IS NO LOVE LEFT FOR ME

argh…thats better…..

*listen to more music to EXPRESS MY ANGER*

MY LITTLE ART TRIP…


let me bore you with more pictures


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where did i go?? royal academy summer exhibition 2006. oh it was fantastic!! really worth it

thought i would go around london with the camera….. look what fun i had~ was such a loner…

*edit*

 those who are thinking of gonig to summer exhibition…YOU SHOULD GO !! is fantastic =)



THEY GOT STALKED…


i tried and take pictures of strangers without them realising….


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FINALLY….


i think i saw someone famous…they were filming him out side the academy…any idea who he is…?

anyone…???

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im all out of xanga space…. this maybe the last blog with photos this month…

unless i am borthered to upload pictures elsewhere~

aw lucky you! finally free from takes-too-long-to-load picture blogs!!

does that mean i’ll have to update properly…using words?!

oh take a look…what a cow i am….



*WATCH THIS SPACE…AGAIN*
                                                                                
……….updated




one word…..OUCH. is gonna come true…what we fear..is coming true….


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wow that was so much fun wasnt it guys?? it was a shame it wasnt sunny
on sunday. but the fun was still there! and what an adventure…. 4
chinese kids (me, anika, joe, duncan) trying to catch a bus back to
hammersmith…we waited for 45 mins ¬.¬ ” 3 buses we wanted went
pass….without letting us on coz it was full….. then speeding it
down to north finchley…..
zooomzooom.


got to the work place and was 15mins late…not too bad….for the 1st day…i didnt get fired…


so stood there for 4 hours….. pouring drinks…. asahi beer, saporo beer, kirin beer….coke, diet coke, 7up….


and i did so much washing up it was amazing… they didnt give me
anything to eat.. standing next to the sushi maker all night and ate
NOTHING untill i got home at 10… welcome to the world of work…..

scrapbook

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super potato in a box . super potato posing . jelly beans . saturday lunch

8GB hurry and come please..
vomit face hurry and leave please…..





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  is there nothing we can do to make it go away?
  hasnt it been long enough?
  10 months…… and i still see no end to it *

   is not fair how you can not know and be happy….
  [ahhh lucky moo]

 …..WHEN WILL YOU SEE ?



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HAPPY 80th BIRTHDAY JOE 



i am FREE from exams …. YEPPPPPPY and i got school tomorrow! YEPPPPY

i went shopping yesterday. aw it was just pure GOODNESS.


got loads for like £20 woooohooooooo. best buy… pair of short for 11-12 years old…oh yeah




then went to japanese restaurant to eat…well japans food?!

ermmm after exam now. i have all the time to think about STUFF….

not good…not good at all…….

why cant you just understand?!



-DONT JUST POINT AND SHOOT…




thats the talking part done….* i am only blogging coz i have no exam and havent done a blog in a while…..sad life..*




funky shadow i saw yesterday on my way to dinner ….i look pregnant…. guess  im just fat XD


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did some sewing…and went BUTTON crazy. the buttons on my anger box makes it look not so very angry =)

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went costco today…thought it would be fun to take pics of trollies….sure was fun…





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scary….

[this is such a pointless blog i apologise….]



 

FAILED CHEMISTRY

only 1 more to go……….

lemme show you something:

*my sock monkey ———–

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*my date of birth————– [wow i AM cool]

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*i went to the doctors today. havnt been for a long time….. and they couldnt figure out whats wrong with me…

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but i got a paper bag so i dont care…oh and RED pills =) I LOVE PAPER BAGS


ps….the hand pic is yucky…. but is worse real life….

i SO should be revising….

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 so pretty

just a thought… you see how we think we dont get much
sunshine….well….is not the suns fault…the sun is always there.
shining as bright as it can; being as hot as it is now. it really is
the earths fault …and the clouds that we dont get the sunshine like
this everyday

the point is. is a bit like us and God.  God =sun. us=earth… hes there
always. unchanging. always so glorious. when we cant feel God, is
really…us…turning our axis and spinning at an angle…thats why we
dont get the warm sunshine all the time.even in winter’s cloudy days. the sun is still there just as bright. 


oh””
His LOVE is so warm