100_1885 making decisions that can effect my future…. is not easy. i dont know
what i m doing any more…. i feel very silly applying to medicine. so
now i am applying to pharmacy aswell..i’ve got a plan….but i dont
think it’ll work…but is too late to change… is too late now.

i want to trust in Him fully. but i am finding it very difficult. i am
prepared to fail in medicine. but i just want to give it a try. is that
me being stubborn? is this God’s way of saying no?? i cant tell… i
just cant tell….

it’s been
painful… His ways are hard to understand. but i know that His plans
are greater then i can imagine. i want to trust in His

i cant see whats ahead of me. i cant predict whats going to happen. is
out of my imaginations… maybe God will do a miracle. maybe He wont.
maybe He has something else for me…. i dont know. but i know… He is

i just want to sit back and see what God is going to do with me.

handing in my UCAS form tomorrow… my heart is not yet at peace…. so i
ask you brothers and sisters to remember me in your prayers…

give me the strenght for today and bright hope for tomorrow

special thanks to karen elaine and ewic….you guys have been immensely
supportive in the past week. you guys were always there when i needed
you the most. thank you ❤

i’ll go wherever you want me to go

no matter how difficult

for i know that you are always
here with me


ps.thank you duncan daiC & joe for my end of b’day count down….

10 thoughts on “

  1. my heart cries out for you han…
    ‘so though, i walk through the valley, i wont be afraid, for jesus YOU ARE WITH ME holding me close….’
    love you han but i know someone who loves you way more than anyone can possibly imagine…


  2. Hey Hannah, really praise God for your trusting and obedient heart. This is what God desires and He will bless you abundantly indeed. Lean on His wisdom and His great plans for you. ” We humans make plans, but the LORD has the final word. We may think we know what is right, but the LORD is the judge of our motives. Share your plans with the LORD, and you will suceed.” Proverbs 16:1-3 Praying for you girl, He will get you through this!:) Sending you a big hug. x


  3. BaBes**Happie belated 18th!! Did you have a lovely birthday?aww…you doin ucas..i rmb this time last year!!^^Where have you applied? Goodluck*sorry late reply to your comment…been busy!!Cheer up hun…and hope your day gets better!Oh yeah….whats your name?spoken some times but you never intro yourself to me…heheee*Take Care


  4. ah sun! no worries! its all going to work out fine in the end, i know, you know it and GOD for sure knows it. i pray that during this difficult season, you will continue to grow and seek Him for he WILL answer.
    “Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—HIS GOOD AND PLEASING WILL” Romas 12:2
    praying for you!


  5. GOOD LUCK with everything. I’m having dilemas about my future path aswell. Design is probably not the best route…..hai. but i dont care.
    feels like i havent been here for soooo long. how have u been these days anyway? =)
    -candy xxx


  6. hana banana!! aww my dearest vain sis! haha, aww…i’ll be keeping you in my prayers as well. i just visited my new uni. campus for the first time today and wow!! it’s like in the middle of no where! surrounded by a ton of trees…i guess lately i’ve been asking God…why Western? what does He want to do with me here? i don’t know! it’s all really confusing right now…so i feel you on that! the future is scary! however, it’s such a comfort knowing that God is ALWAYS with us and He will provide the ABSOLUTE BEST for us if we just TRUST in HIM!! =] i love you hana!! if you ever need me to call…just holla!! I LOVE YOU! ❤ kUchi MuChi


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