dar been low at karens house with fudgie.
RAVE IT CLUB IT!! yeahhhh! lazy pushover cheesy depressed all come and RAVE!
went over to fudgie’s house and became a chau for the day.
perplex city. SMALL MEN IN A BOAT…prime numbers
pictionary. PILLAR…TIME BOMB
xmas photos with thier little cousins
random church xmas celebration. cold food…
fighting to be in group 6. so pointless…..!
me karen anika
aymi daiC anika me- blury…
jAnathan- mr photographer with killer flash
love this photo =)
me and daiC from below
lets all wear white
did you all have a nice christmas?
you might understand this, you might not…
you might read it, you might not…
doesnt matter much…
i dont know whether it was the right thing to do. but i felt i had
to give up. i felt that i could no longer carry on…it has lost all of
its fun-ness. it was no longer a hobby. more like a burden. i might
regret this in the future. but right now i can really do
without it. when i gave up once before when i was little. i did regret it…
but now i am just doing the same thing again. giving up…..
i remember when i 1st picked it up i told myself i wont give up… i
told myself i’ll make my parents proud… but i guess i have just ended
up in the place i always end up in. i seem to fail at most things i
do… its stupid coz it was ME who wanted to start it in the first
place… but when i found that i was no good at it… i didnt want
to practice… i didnt want to work for it… now i find it too hard to
im sorry i didnt mean to disappoint…
i know you are disappointed but i cant do it. i just cant…
im sorry for wasting your time and your money….
it feels like breaking up with a long term boyfriend….
today just had to be THE DAY doesnt it? the day i expected something
good to happen…ironically something else happen instead which is bad… EVEN MORE
DISSAPOINTMENT i bring…. i knew i wasnt going to get it…but when
you see the exact words…being told directly… it hurts….
i feel like such a failure…. cant i do anything right?? seems like i cant…
cant all the bad news just come at the same time instead of dragging on
and on? so i can just have one cry instead of 10000 cries
when i 1st sang the song ‘though i walk through the valley i wont be
afraid, for jesus you are with me holding me close’ i cried. not because
i was going through a valley at that time but i knew a valley was
coming… and it did come… it wasnt just ONE valley… it was mountain
after valley after mountain after valley etc….. it doesnt seem to have a stop to it…
i can see this is going to last for a while… going up and down up and
down. and i am so sick of it. it sucks real bad.
i have no idea where i am heading. i have no idea when this pain will stop.
but i know i will understand it when it is over and when i look back i’ll know why it happened
You are the only hope i have to cling on to.
You are my only strength.
im so broken….
all i can do is cry out to You….
this is my bean plantation. in a plastic cup. i planted it a few weeks
ago coz i felt lonely. now everyday i watch them grow and grow. im very proud
water. sunlight. TLC needed
but now they are so tall they tend to wobble about the place
HOWS THAT FOR A HOBBY?
mum just told me our plans for christmas this year. is all very exciting stuff
24th- we do nothing
25th- we stay at home and do nothing
the rest of the holiday- we do nothing
o joy. im so damn excited…
can someone adopt me for christmas??
and it went well ^^ hope they take me….
spoke to random people there, made a friend with a chinese dude lol
im so happy now !! thanks for all your prayers!
adrianne’s 18th ^^ went to town to shop and go party
i dont think this was taken on saturday..RAIN all the time
christmas lights. oxford street
light bulb lights!
food food chinese food
at karaoke- amelia and emma. angie at the back enjoying her drink…
nat. me. sonia. india
me and birthday girl
a bunch of us
a bunch of the rest of them
cake! i like this photo~
group picture of the woodhouse lot. all girls + seb…hes almost a girl anyway…
that was fun 🙂 but was a shame i miss the JEW party….. >.<
weifong. the fat girl who sat on your present is the one behind me on
the last picture.
shes on the lefthand side of me (by left i mean YOUR
left…the LEFT you are looking at right now)
pharmacy interview tomorrow…
PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC*
good luck with your cambridge interviews this week all you cambridge people!
will put pictures of party up soon :]