Job 2:9-10

His wife said to him, “Are you still holding on to your integrity? Curse God and die!” He replied, “You are talking like a foolish woman. Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?” In all this, Job did not sin in what he said.

at the end of the day, will i be found holding on to my integrity like Job even if it is inconvenient? it cost him everything to hold on to his integrity…. am i willing to give it all to hold on to it? 

you would think… after proving your integrity once that’ll be it…. but no… they keep coming… like Job, he had to hold on to it test after test.

my spirit is willing but my flesh is weak.