FIGHTING BACK THE TEARS
Psalm 56:8
Record my lament; list my tears on your scroll- are they not in your record?
a rush of mixed emotions hit me today on the train. my eyes began to tear up, for no explainable reason. i tired my best to hold back the tears. then i remembered the times when i was little, how i would roll my eyes and look up just so the tears wont fall. my eyes would well up but i would not let them fall.
i have come a long way….
now i dont hold back the tears. i let them flow for they are from the heart.
tears brings freedom, the freedom to express how i feel and the freedom to worship
my tears represent intimacy between the Father and i
in times of tears, my guard is down, my soul is weak and thats where He shines
tears are my response to Grace, i let the tears fall for i am humbled
my tears remind me of Gods faithfulness, that He is a good God
my tears are out pours of who He has made me to be
through my tears He heals, He comforts, He fills