i feel like an update


didnt do much today, morning had violin lesson and was more than happy yo talk to my teacher about my life rather than acturally playing the violin. got home an decided to type up everything i did during my work experience in hk. written half a page since then and its no where near finishing


been chilling alot to day. tomorrow will be a busy day then………….friday……



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a new start with new people and new everything! new opportunities of spreading God’s word….but somehow i dont feel ready to do so… i feel slightly pressured and yet still want people to see jesus when they see me…. dunno…just feel kinda scared. i guess i’ll jsut have to rely on Him.


was looking through old photos and found this  



im liking this weblog entry thingy




i have been having a very fun few days. ever since i got my results. i forgot what i did on friday…if anyone happens to know, please tell me. saturday when watfort with karen and got myself nothing except a very full tummy at the buffets. hmm i do love food.


sunday….church in the morning and then party at night  where i was mistaken for having a glass of pure vodka…. it was just cheap lemonade. had sips of this and that and they all tasted much worse then my tesco lemonade. dad picked me up at 10:00, i m such a good girl


monday… church thingy at that place thingy. i still am not too sure what it was. but most of my buddies where there which made it very fun. kids are so fun to lookafter……….. then….went back to karens and i can finally say that i am not afraid of her dog anymore  then…..back to mine for some random last minute bbq and sing k.


today. went to woodhouse college to hand in my form and to learn how to acturally get there. its gonna take about 1hr30mins every morning for me to get to school from now on  then went to my work place to give them chocolate and cards to make them happy so that they will take me for a summer job or something.


argh…been typing too long. this week had been very fun and the fun shall continue


just finished watching along came polly. hmm good stuff

wow….! i think the others have said it all.


the night before results day. i couldnt sleep very well. wasnt scared….but i was feeling kinda weird for not knowing what to expect. the next day i got to school at 11 and they made me wait for half an hour to give me my results and i tell you…that 30mins was the longest 30mins in my life.


when i got my result i was nearly in tears….not because i did badly but i was so happy it was over. and i was more than happy with my results. i shall be going to woodhouse college in september. 😀 God has been there every step with me during the hardest time doing my GCSEs and He has provided me with a bunch of loving friends to give me supports. i have learnt so much these past 2 years, not just academically but also spiriturally. so much joy inside of me


after hanging out with school friends i was off to karens house with the pasta half cooked by my mum and half cooked by me. the details of the evening are recorded in the others xanga. all in all a fantastic evening and i am so happy for all of you. you guys have done so very well, i am sure God is very pleased with all your efforts and hard work.


today. went to central london with mum and met up with dad for lunch at his work place. oh my! the food was GOOOOD so much to choose from it was simply mouth watering. and the chocolate brownie was too nice for words. then walked around oxford stree without a single purchase. we did well.


and now i am happy as i can be and very hungry too.

changed my xanga. this is all because fudgie gave me the courage to. after 10 days of endless work and in between the waiting hours of my results, she gave me the idea to change my xanga to fill up the time. and i do wanna thank her very much. without her, i would never have borthered and i would have thought about my results even more which could have lead to perment depression. THANK YOU!


and also. it is in my nature to rebel and cause dramatic changes….


i got a dress  


i am done with work


i wont be able to sleep tonight


tomorrow should be ‘FUN’

Virtual Friends
by John Fischer


What do you do when you realize you have wronged a brother or a sister in Christ? You go to him or her and attempt to personally set it straight.



I had a conflict to resolve with a brother this week and I used E-mail and the fax machine. Not good enough.



It occurs to me that we’ve never had more communication technology and less real contact with people. We’ve got video phones, picture phones, E-mail and text messaging – I’ve even heard there is experimentation going on by which we will be able to communicate via brain waves – but are we any closer to each other because of all this? An argument could be made that we are actually growing further and further apart. Pretty soon all we will have is virtual communication among virtual friends. Virtual – as in almost, but not quite.



Virtual is truly the word of the day. The first synonym for virtual that comes up in my dictionary is “near.” We’re nearly friends, but not really. “Virtual” is a substitute for the real thing. The antonym (opposite) that came up for “virtual” is “actual.” Put these two together and you have “virtual” as something that appears close to the real thing but in actuality is so far off the mark that there couldn’t be anything farther from the truth. “Virtual” is like a moon shot that misses the moon. The farther it travels in the universe, the farther away from its destination it becomes, making “virtual reality” the quintessential oxymoron.
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Please understand I’m speaking to myself here (I usually am). I use E-mail way too much. My written skills are much better than my verbal ones (unless I have a chance to prepare). Face to face confrontation is very difficult for me, so any chance I get to hide behind an E-mail or a fax, I’ll take it. How convenient that a whole culture is moving in the direction of an oxymoron.

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When John the Apostle talked about Christ he found it necessary to point out that he and the other disciples had had physical contact with Jesus. “We proclaim to you the one who existed from the beginning, whom we have heard and seen. We saw him with our own eyes and touched him with our own hands” (1 John 1:1). It was important to John for us to know this. Nothing virtual here. This was the real thing.

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We need the real thing with each other. We need to come out of hiding. We’re never going to find ourselves in here anyway. We only know ourselves as we meet ourselves in others and ultimately in Christ who has touched us all with His virtual presence.

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John Fischer is the Senior Writer for Purpose Driven Life Daily Devotionals. He resides in Southern California with his wife, Marti and son, Chandler. They also have two adult children, Christopher and Anne. John is a published author and popular speaker.

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Please understand I’m speaking to myself here (I usually am). I use E-mail way too much. My written skills are much better than my verbal ones (unless I have a chance to prepare). Face to face confrontation is very difficult for me, so any chance I get to hide behind an E-mail or a fax, I’ll take it. How convenient that a whole culture is moving in the direction of an oxymoron.



When John the Apostle talked about Christ he found it necessary to point out that he and the other disciples had had physical contact with Jesus. “We proclaim to you the one who existed from the beginning, whom we have heard and seen. We saw him with our own eyes and touched him with our own hands” (1 John 1:1). It was important to John for us to know this. Nothing virtual here. This was the real thing.



We need the real thing with each other. We need to come out of hiding. We’re never going to find ourselves in here anyway. We only know ourselves as we meet ourselves in others and ultimately in Christ who has touched us all with His virtual presence.


a B for japanese AS. i am happy because i was told that i was going to fail. never been so happy about a B before in my life. God is good


so i went brent cross with sonia because we were happy


 and we did this:



our little game of picking each others outfits


 


 

another update…. i really have nothing better to do …..


yesterday went to work in the showroom down in the westend, very posh place and my job was to hang up clothes models take off and put them in the right place. but it was fun


today boring, back at the office. was so tired i had to buy 2 cups of chocolate to keep me awake. (would have got coffee but i dont like coffees)


finished watching the chinese fashion ket jap


i have a lot in my mind right now. lots to think about. it seems like i never really fully know what i want to do in life. sometimes what i want is not what i need.


i am amazed at how little efford i put into all my friendships. and i realised that i am never the one to start a conversation when i meet new people.  i am a really shy person. and i also dont have a social life….. these are the stuff i have learnt about myself from the past weeks.


AS result out tomorrow. i took a day off work just for this speical day. should be fun.


[in deep thoughts]


 


above shows a picture that has nothing to do with this blog or anything to do with my day at all   


* more moodboards today. 6 completed 4 more to go………..


* i got myself a cup of hot choco for 12p paid in pure coppers


* tomorrow is a new exciting day


* working in their showroom tomorrow in mayfair. have no idea what i am expected to do but i was told to dress smart and they said it’s gonna be POSH 


* my fav time of day is 4 o’clock when i finish work and go home


* when i get home i sit in front of tv and watch chinese ket jap thats pretty much very related to my current work exp.


* i declare, my life is sad.